The Space Between Selves
A dark feminist blog exploring goddess mythology, modern womanhood, and female power through poetry, essays, and literary analysis. Along with some reviews of books I love.
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Why I Love Being an ARC Reviewer
What started as a love of reading has become so much more. ARC reviewing has introduced me to incredible indie authors, unforgettable stories, and genres I never expected to love. It allows me to combine my passion for books with the skills I gained through my Master's in Writing, while supporting authors on their publishing journey. For me, there's nothing quite like discovering a new favourite book before the rest of the world does.
The Reality of Being an ARC Reviewer
Being an ARC reviewer isn't just about reading books. It's about helping stories find their readers.
Her: Fate
Eve was never meant to love Lucifer.
But beneath the forbidden tree, a single choice changed humanity forever.
From their union came a powerful bloodline of witches hidden throughout history. Now Katherine, a young witch born beneath a storm-dark sky, is beginning to awaken abilities far beyond anything her family has ever seen.
As prophecy, power, and Lucifer himself begin circling closer, Katherine must decide who she truly belongs to… before heaven and hell collide.
Shadow Bound
Halloween night feels wrong. The shadows know it before the humans do.
From the ruins of her abandoned house, Elowen watches the creatures emerge from the dark, hungry and furious, determined to reclaim the world from humanity. She has spent centuries hiding from both monsters and mortals, surviving in silence, untouched and unseen. But when blood spills across the streets and innocent lives are threatened, the shadow creature who once called herself nothing is forced to step into the light.
Among the chaos, she meets James, a human who sees her not as a monster, but as something painfully lonely. Their connection awakens powers Elowen buried long ago, drawing the attention of the ancient Houses that rule the creatures of the night. To save him, she must make an impossible choice: surrender herself to the House of Demon forever… or lose the only soul who has reached through the darkness to touch hers.
A gothic tale of monsters, shadows, forbidden allegiance, and the fragile humanity hidden inside immortal things.
Courting Death
A beautiful blend of mythology, romance, and prophecy, this novel follows Iliana, a woman cursed to sleepwalk into deadly situations after the death of her parents. When Thanatos, the Greek God of Death, is tasked with protecting her, she is pulled into a world of gods, ancient curses, and dangerous secrets. Alongside Thanatos, Hypnos, Anubis, and Hermes, Iliana searches for answers about her mysterious past while navigating slow-burning polyamorous romance and growing supernatural power. With multiple pantheons colliding, hidden prophecies unfolding, and a shocking twist at the end, the story balances emotional vulnerability with mythological intrigue, leaving readers desperate for the next book in the series.
The Feminine Paradox: Desired, Yet Dismissed
So many women are taught that success belongs to hardness, restraint, and constant productivity. To be taken seriously, they learn to become less readable as feminine.
But femininity was never weakness.
It has simply been undervalued in systems built around survival instead of wholeness. What many women are searching for now is not the rejection of masculinity, but the freedom to succeed without abandoning softness, intuition, or themselves.
Two Years Sober: The Hard Truth About Recovery and Healing
Two years sober.
Some days it feels powerful. Other days it feels painfully fragile. Sobriety did not magically heal me. It forced me to finally sit with the emotions, trauma, anxiety and depression I had spent years trying to drown. There are still moments where I want a drink so badly it aches. But despite the hard days, the cravings, the setbacks and the weight of learning how to live without numbing myself, I am still here. Still fighting. Still choosing myself every single day.
The Child I Won’t Have
Some grief arrives quietly.
Not with chaos, but with silence.
The silence of the child you will never hold.
The future you only realised you wanted when it was already slipping through your fingers.
This piece is one of the hardest things I’ve ever written.
About IVF. About loss. About letting go of the life I thought I still had time for.
And about learning how to survive the ache of becoming someone different than you imagined.
Embracing Dark Feminine Energy
A softer version of me once tried to survive by hiding the darkness. This post is about what happened when I stopped running from my shadow self and finally embraced the power of the dark feminine.
The Beautiful Illusion: Our Obsession with Reality TV
Reality TV sells us the illusion of real life while carefully scripting emotion, conflict, and desire. This post explores why we are so obsessed with watching strangers live their lives on screen, and what that obsession says about us.
Brave New World
A world without pain sounds beautiful until you realise what it costs.
Brave New World is not really about futuristic technology. It is about comfort becoming control. About a society so distracted, entertained, and emotionally sedated that nobody questions the cage around them. Watching it now feels less like science fiction and more like a warning wrapped in neon light.
The Courage to Be Seen
The image captures the quiet ache of vulnerability. A lone figure sits beneath a bruised sunset sky, watching a fragile heart drift just above her, suspended between holding on and letting go. The glowing horizon feels soft and infinite, while the darkness gathering around her mirrors the uncertainty that comes with emotional honesty. There is loneliness in the scene, but also courage. The heart remains untethered enough to rise.
It reflects the emotional space between fear and truth. The moment before speaking the words that could change everything. A visual representation of hope wrapped in hesitation, of longing carried silently for too long. The image feels intimate and contemplative, like standing at the edge of becoming fully seen.
What Is It Like to Be Adopted? An Honest Story of Identity, Belonging, and Fear
An honest look at what it feels like to be adopted—exploring identity, belonging, trust, and the lasting fear of abandonment and rejection.
The Reality of Being a Writer: Creativity, Self-Doubt, and Finding Your Voice
A deeply honest reflection on the realities of being a writer, exploring the tension between creativity and self-doubt. From writer’s block and comparison to the vulnerability of sharing your work, this post offers insight into the process of finding your voice—especially through a love of dark romance and fantasy storytelling.
Daughter of the Turning Wheel
A luminous, myth-inspired poem honouring Arianrhod, this piece explores cycles, sovereignty, and the quiet power of becoming. Through imagery of stars, tides, and the turning silver wheel, it reflects on transformation, self-possession, and the truth that feeling lost is often the beginning of returning to yourself.
A Haunting Dark Academia Fantasy Review | Slow Burn, Magic & Memory
A haunting dark academia review exploring slow burn romance, forbidden tension, and a heroine who can speak to the dead. With themes of memory, power, and buried secrets, this story blends magic and mystery into an immersive, atmospheric read that lingers long after the final page.
Walking the Spiritual Path: Shadow Work, Healing, and Finding Your Truth
A reflective exploration of spirituality as a deeply personal journey, this post reminds us there is no single “right” path. From religion to nature, energy work to solitude, it invites readers to embrace curiosity, growth, and self-discovery while creating a spiritual practice that feels true to them.
Born of seafoam
This piece is a lyrical, reverent portrayal of Aphrodite as more than a simple symbol of romance. The poem reframes her as a living force of desire, beauty, and self-worth, expanding her meaning beyond traditional mythology into something intimate and modern.
Rather than focusing on dramatic mythological events, the description of her emergence from the sea becomes a quiet, almost sacred moment. The imagery leans into softness and transformation — the world subtly shifting in her presence, as if beauty itself has memory and responds to her return.
The tone is both sensual and introspective, blending external imagery (waves, flowers, light) with internal emotional landscapes. Aphrodite is presented not just as a goddess people worship, but as an energy people experience — in longing, in joy, in self-love, and in the courage to feel deeply.
At its core, the piece explores the idea that love is not passive or decorative, but powerful and active. Aphrodite becomes a symbol of permission: to desire, to appreciate beauty, and to believe in one’s own worth. The closing lines reinforce this by suggesting she is never gone — she is continually “reborn” in human connection, tenderness, and vulnerability.
It’s less a retelling of myth, and more an invocation — like calling her presence into the modern heart.
Open your mind
There is a quiet kind of power in choosing curiosity over certainty. Not the loud, performative kind that insists on being right, but the softer strength that leans in, listens, and asks, why? It is in that space, between what you know and what you are willing to question, that something begins to shift.
To live open-minded is not to drift without anchors, but to recognise that your beliefs are not cages, they are doorways. And every conversation, every challenge, every moment of discomfort is a hand reaching for the handle, inviting you to step through.
Psycho Academy
Aran’s story doesn’t unfold like a gentle bloom; it claws its way into the light, bloodied, furious, and unrelenting. What makes her so compelling isn’t just her power, but the way she resists it—like someone gripping the edges of herself, terrified of what she might become if she lets go. There’s something achingly human in that contradiction. She is both weapon and wound, both queen and ghost of a girl who once wanted something softer.
The academy strips her down, but not in the way it intends. Instead of breaking her into obedience, it exposes the raw architecture of her pain—each jagged edge catching the light. And in that brutal illumination, something unexpected happens: she doesn’t shatter further. She begins, slowly and stubbornly, to reassemble.
This is where Jasmine Mas excels—she doesn’t romanticise the damage, nor does she rush the healing. Aran’s evolution is not a clean arc but a storm system, circling back, crashing, rising again. And when connection finally threads its way into her life, it doesn’t save her. It meets her in the wreckage and says: stay.
If the Cruel Shifterverse is marching toward war, then Aran feels like its heartbeat—ragged, defiant, and impossible to silence. And if this is only the beginning of her rise, then the realms should be very, very afraid.