The Space Between Selves
A dark feminist blog exploring goddess mythology, modern womanhood, and female power through poetry, essays, and literary analysis. Along with some reviews of books I love.
Time with Friends
Some of my favourite moments in life happen around a table. Not because of the food itself, but because of what the food makes possible. Honest conversations. Shared stories. Laughter that lingers long after the plates are cleared. To me, community isn't about filling a room with people. It's about gathering the right people. The ones who make you think, grow, laugh, and feel at home.
Travelling
Travel has never been just about seeing new places for me. It has been about growth, courage, healing, and discovering what lies beyond the edges of my comfort zone. Every journey offers something different: a new perspective, an unexpected lesson, a beautiful memory, or a reminder of how vast and extraordinary the world truly is. The places I've visited have shaped me, but it is the person I become through travelling that keeps calling me back.
I’ve Lived a Million Lives
I have lived many lives within a single lifetime. I have been an adopted child searching for belonging, a paramedic witnessing humanity at its most fragile, a reader, writer, teacher, musician, artist, lover, traveller, and seeker. I have lived in different countries, embraced different beliefs, known both profound joy and deep depression. Each version of me has left its mark. None of those lives were wasted. Together, they have shaped the woman I am today and continue to guide me toward the person I am still becoming.
The Difficulty of Truly Being Seen
For years I worried about what other people thought of me, often hiding parts of myself in the process. Through the To Be Magnetic Being Seen Challenge, I'm learning that authenticity isn't about being fearless, it's about being honest. This essay explores the vulnerability of being truly seen and the freedom that comes from finally accepting yourself.
Beth Dutton: The Heart of the Storm in Yellowstone
Beth Dutton is one of television's most unforgettable characters. Fiercely loyal, brilliantly intelligent, and deeply scarred by trauma, she refuses to fit neatly into the role of hero or villain. In Yellowstone, Beth is the storm at the centre of every conflict, a woman shaped by loss, driven by love, and willing to burn down the world to protect the people she cares about. Love her or hate her, she is impossible to ignore.
The Patriarchal Suppression of Women and Their Power in the Age of Monotheism
For centuries, women have been taught to shrink themselves. Their wisdom was labelled dangerous, their intuition dismissed, and their power feared. From the rise of patriarchal religious structures to the persecution of healers, mystics, and witches, the feminine voice has often been silenced. Yet despite generations of suppression, that power was never truly lost. It remained waiting beneath the ashes, ready to rise once more.
Why ARC Reviewing Matters and Why New Indie Authors Deserve Our Support
Behind every indie book is an author who took a chance on their dream. ARC reviewers help those dreams find readers by providing honest reviews, building visibility, and supporting the voices that might otherwise go unheard. It's more than reviewing books, it's helping stories find their place in the world.
Why I Love Being an ARC Reviewer
What started as a love of reading has become so much more. ARC reviewing has introduced me to incredible indie authors, unforgettable stories, and genres I never expected to love. It allows me to combine my passion for books with the skills I gained through my Master's in Writing, while supporting authors on their publishing journey. For me, there's nothing quite like discovering a new favourite book before the rest of the world does.
The Reality of Being an ARC Reviewer
Being an ARC reviewer isn't just about reading books. It's about helping stories find their readers.
Her: Fate
Eve was never meant to love Lucifer.
But beneath the forbidden tree, a single choice changed humanity forever.
From their union came a powerful bloodline of witches hidden throughout history. Now Katherine, a young witch born beneath a storm-dark sky, is beginning to awaken abilities far beyond anything her family has ever seen.
As prophecy, power, and Lucifer himself begin circling closer, Katherine must decide who she truly belongs to… before heaven and hell collide.
Shadow Bound
Halloween night feels wrong. The shadows know it before the humans do.
From the ruins of her abandoned house, Elowen watches the creatures emerge from the dark, hungry and furious, determined to reclaim the world from humanity. She has spent centuries hiding from both monsters and mortals, surviving in silence, untouched and unseen. But when blood spills across the streets and innocent lives are threatened, the shadow creature who once called herself nothing is forced to step into the light.
Among the chaos, she meets James, a human who sees her not as a monster, but as something painfully lonely. Their connection awakens powers Elowen buried long ago, drawing the attention of the ancient Houses that rule the creatures of the night. To save him, she must make an impossible choice: surrender herself to the House of Demon forever… or lose the only soul who has reached through the darkness to touch hers.
A gothic tale of monsters, shadows, forbidden allegiance, and the fragile humanity hidden inside immortal things.
Courting Death
A beautiful blend of mythology, romance, and prophecy, this novel follows Iliana, a woman cursed to sleepwalk into deadly situations after the death of her parents. When Thanatos, the Greek God of Death, is tasked with protecting her, she is pulled into a world of gods, ancient curses, and dangerous secrets. Alongside Thanatos, Hypnos, Anubis, and Hermes, Iliana searches for answers about her mysterious past while navigating slow-burning polyamorous romance and growing supernatural power. With multiple pantheons colliding, hidden prophecies unfolding, and a shocking twist at the end, the story balances emotional vulnerability with mythological intrigue, leaving readers desperate for the next book in the series.
The Feminine Paradox: Desired, Yet Dismissed
So many women are taught that success belongs to hardness, restraint, and constant productivity. To be taken seriously, they learn to become less readable as feminine.
But femininity was never weakness.
It has simply been undervalued in systems built around survival instead of wholeness. What many women are searching for now is not the rejection of masculinity, but the freedom to succeed without abandoning softness, intuition, or themselves.
Two Years Sober: The Hard Truth About Recovery and Healing
Two years sober.
Some days it feels powerful. Other days it feels painfully fragile. Sobriety did not magically heal me. It forced me to finally sit with the emotions, trauma, anxiety and depression I had spent years trying to drown. There are still moments where I want a drink so badly it aches. But despite the hard days, the cravings, the setbacks and the weight of learning how to live without numbing myself, I am still here. Still fighting. Still choosing myself every single day.
The Child I Won’t Have
Some grief arrives quietly.
Not with chaos, but with silence.
The silence of the child you will never hold.
The future you only realised you wanted when it was already slipping through your fingers.
This piece is one of the hardest things I’ve ever written.
About IVF. About loss. About letting go of the life I thought I still had time for.
And about learning how to survive the ache of becoming someone different than you imagined.
Embracing Dark Feminine Energy
A softer version of me once tried to survive by hiding the darkness. This post is about what happened when I stopped running from my shadow self and finally embraced the power of the dark feminine.
The Beautiful Illusion: Our Obsession with Reality TV
Reality TV sells us the illusion of real life while carefully scripting emotion, conflict, and desire. This post explores why we are so obsessed with watching strangers live their lives on screen, and what that obsession says about us.
Brave New World
A world without pain sounds beautiful until you realise what it costs.
Brave New World is not really about futuristic technology. It is about comfort becoming control. About a society so distracted, entertained, and emotionally sedated that nobody questions the cage around them. Watching it now feels less like science fiction and more like a warning wrapped in neon light.
The Courage to Be Seen
The image captures the quiet ache of vulnerability. A lone figure sits beneath a bruised sunset sky, watching a fragile heart drift just above her, suspended between holding on and letting go. The glowing horizon feels soft and infinite, while the darkness gathering around her mirrors the uncertainty that comes with emotional honesty. There is loneliness in the scene, but also courage. The heart remains untethered enough to rise.
It reflects the emotional space between fear and truth. The moment before speaking the words that could change everything. A visual representation of hope wrapped in hesitation, of longing carried silently for too long. The image feels intimate and contemplative, like standing at the edge of becoming fully seen.
What Is It Like to Be Adopted? An Honest Story of Identity, Belonging, and Fear
An honest look at what it feels like to be adopted—exploring identity, belonging, trust, and the lasting fear of abandonment and rejection.