Life at its core

“The scariest moment is always just before you start. After that, things can only get better.” ~ Stephen King

This is the place where I am me. Where I can show the world who I am. Express myself and maybe inspire a few people along the way.

Who am I?

I am Bron, I am in my forties and I have PTSD. I am on a healing journey of which I will share here and on my instagram, @mylifemyway222. Feel free to follow along.

I am a Scorpio sun, Sagittarius moon and a Scorpio rising. My core identity is deep, intense and emotionally driven. I have a strong will, I am resilient and drawn to the need to transform and grow in all aspects of my life. I am loyal and passionate and require emotional authenticity in my relationships. Though I do still need my own space. I also feeling everything and feel it deeply. I seek freedom, truth and meaning in life. I am an optimistic person. I enjoy adventure in ways that bring meaning and challenge to my life. I can seem very distant and cold when people first meet me, but once you get past that I am incredibly open. I love to go deeper, I want to understand the world we live in and my purpose here. I am fascinated by psychology, the occult, transformation, spirituality and human behaviour. My favourite things are coffee and deep and meaningful conversations. I love a good ‘a ha’ moment.

In terms of Human Design I am a Generator. This means I thrive in work that excites me. I follow my intuition and my joy. If it isn’t a hell yes, then it is a no. For a very long time in my life I have not been living this way. Instead living according to societal expectations and the examples I have been shown throughout my life as the way I should be living and working. It took a breakdown to realise what I was doing wasn’t working and I needed to find a better way.

In the Enneagram, I am a four. I am creative, sensitive and introspective. I compare myself to others and often feel like I am not good enough. I want to be an individual and be unique. I seek meaning and beauty in things. I am very self aware but not good with taking care of myself often showing more compassion for others. I can be withdrawn and moody.

So that is how I can to be where I am now. Being a writer, putting myself out there and showing the world what I am made of and who I really am. I have loved every step of my journey and I look forward to sharing it with everyone. The ups and the downs.

To embrace all these aspects of me I meditate and listen to the universe’s guidance for me. I study To Be Magnetic to further enhance my life and manifest my dream life. I also study the Enneagram, Human Design among other processes to enhance my authenticity in this life.

From all of this I have developed the mantra, how good can it get. It was something I thought about almost twenty years ago in a lesson from Robert Holden at one of his events. Thinking about the dream for my life and what I truly want. It is something I keep striving for and I am so grateful for the introduction all those years ago. Even if it took me this long to finally grasp its meaning and life that way.

I am constantly writing new short stories along with all the other things I am writing. These stories I will be adding to my blog. Also checking in with myself regularly and sharing the things that come to mind. I am enjoying my journey and sharing with the world and hopefully inspire, or encourage others along the way. So check out my blog, comment and share. 

I have also created a shop with merchandise to help remind you of your journey and you can download and edit some of the poems that I have created to hang in your house or share with others. I hope you find these things inspiring.

I hope the things I share here will help you find your own version of How Good It Can Get. If it does, please drop me a line and let me know. I love to hear peoples success stories. Its how we grow and expand.

A detailed photo of a colorful nebula in deep space, showing stars, clouds of gas, and dust in various shades of yellow, orange, brown, and dark black.
Night sky with colorful aurora borealis over silhouetted mountains and hills.

How Good Can It Get?

How good can it get? I ask the sky, as morning spills in gold on high. The breeze responds with scented grace, a kiss of sun across my face.

How good can it get? I ask the day, as laughter lifts the dust away. Each moment glows, a beating drum, a whispered thrill of what’s to come.

A hand in mine, a look, a smile, a quiet walk, a stretched out mile. The world is stitched in hidden threads of dreams once lost, now bloomed instead.

It’s not in riches, grand or loud, but coffee steam, a softened cloud. The way a song can make me cry, the way your eyes say ‘so do I.’

How good can it get? I see it clear: It’s this, this breath, this love, right here. And just when I think I’ve touched the height, life gifts me more, more warmth, more light.

Black and white photo of a smiling woman sitting indoors, looking outwards, wearing a patterned scarf and earrings. A bag and a box are on the table nearby.
A dreamcatcher with feathers and beads hanging against a bright blue sky with the sun shining.
Close-up of a woman's face with blue eyes, light skin, freckles, and a nose ring, wearing a dark sleeveless top and a star necklace.
A smiling woman with dark hair in a ponytail, wearing a black jacket, sitting outdoors on a wooden deck with a wooden railing, trees, and an apartment building with air conditioning units in the background.